Emile and Arthur are nine months old today.
It's hard to believe, but that means that nine months ago today, my babies were born.
So here I sit now... staring at the blinking cursor on my screen, wondering what to write.
Because the truth is, there's so much I could tell you about these last nine months,
that I don't really know where to start.
And yet, at the same time, there's really not much I can tell
as I haven't really been up to much else than trying to keep up with the basic needs of two newborns.
Taking care of baby twins is without any doubt
the most difficult and the most humbling thing I've ever done.
In these past months, I have been more tired, more frustrated
and more out of my debts than I have ever been.
And yet I feel that all of this is part of the most beautiful transformation I could possibly undergo.
Becoming a mother has filled my heart with a love I have never felt before,
and not a day goes by that I'm not simply amazed
by the fact that we were lucky enough to welcome not just one,
but two perfect little creatures in our little family.
But nine months are nine months,
and so I decided it was about time to make my reappearance.
So... here I am.
I'm not sure how often I'll make it here, but I'm going to try my best.
So... hopefully, you're still on board!
Lots of Love,